You know, every hour my hand starts reaching out to the cordless phone to dial one of your numbers. Involuntarily. And when I don't know where you are or what you're doing at any point of the day, it just feels wrong. It makes me think...
Once we're out of the shithole, we won't meet everyday anymore. We can't sing gavar songs in our terrifying voices and scare people off. We can't be indecent and laugh (should I say 'cackle'?) loudly like mindless fools at every reasonable and unreasonable thing. Noone will understand us the way we understand eachother. Those tiny things we can find a double meaning in, nobody else will get them. In five months, when a weird situation comes up, there's going to be some retard next to me who doesn't understand why I'm elbowing them. Nobody else will understand the difference between what we feel and what we say. (Okay, maybe I'm an exception -_- but not you guys!) And when anyone else pisses us off, we can't just scream at them like we do at eachother.
I can't be myself with anyone else like I can with you guys. Can we stop time? :'(
I know right! I was thinking about the same stuff the past three days. And well, see. There are phones and stuff which happen to exist in the world O:) And we can get the same networks and stuff and it'll be fun :D We can text all the time and and sleep-over and study :D No person. No. Like NO one. Will EVER get what it is like to be friends with either of us :) So we KHANT just let go of it :) And WE will ALWAYS stay in touch cuz of this blog, because u know. We just are amazingly jobless people who love reading other people's blogs and just keep blogging whenever we feel like it :D But yes. I will miss all the awesomeness. ALL of it. The way we specifically invented games to kill time in college and stuff :D Okay, on a second thought, i think i should make this a post, but oh well i've typed it anyway. So yep. Love you guys <3
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